A bit bloody keen
Thursday, November 6th, 2025 07:27 amPeculiar thing; our local surgery phoned me regarding a covid booster+flu shot.
I haven't made an appointment for either. An appointment was meant to be made for my second shingles jab. It's today.
'Oh yes,' chirped the lady on the phone, 'we can do that too.'
The shingles jab is something we discussed, a jab I actually want to get. Treating it like some adjunct to some main programme of 'NHS winter vaccines' is a bit baffling. I would rather appointments were not made for me without discussion and agreement. What is going on? I never had a flu jab in my life, so why would I have one now? Yes, I know that Spanish Flu killed millions, are we expecting something of its ilk? Is all this palaver because another pandemic is coming? Because I am ageing? Am I immunocompromised by radiotherapy? Someone give me information beyond when to turn up! These people make me feel frail, old, incapable of making decisions about my own health, and I am none of those things. I really do not like this expectation that thinking on my part is unnecessary, that I just need to blank my mind, stick my arm out, and someone who knows better will jab magical good juice into my bod.
And I know that this suspicion might echo elements of Mum's problem, also that my own phobic responses may be influencing how I feel.
What I will do is have that shingles jab today. In a couple of weeks I'll be catching up with my Best Lady, a scientist specialising in flu vaccines who got corralled into Covid research when the pandemic first hit. I'll ask her for wise info and advice and take it from there.
Doubtless it's all well meant, just a bit bloody keen if you ask me.
I haven't made an appointment for either. An appointment was meant to be made for my second shingles jab. It's today.
'Oh yes,' chirped the lady on the phone, 'we can do that too.'
The shingles jab is something we discussed, a jab I actually want to get. Treating it like some adjunct to some main programme of 'NHS winter vaccines' is a bit baffling. I would rather appointments were not made for me without discussion and agreement. What is going on? I never had a flu jab in my life, so why would I have one now? Yes, I know that Spanish Flu killed millions, are we expecting something of its ilk? Is all this palaver because another pandemic is coming? Because I am ageing? Am I immunocompromised by radiotherapy? Someone give me information beyond when to turn up! These people make me feel frail, old, incapable of making decisions about my own health, and I am none of those things. I really do not like this expectation that thinking on my part is unnecessary, that I just need to blank my mind, stick my arm out, and someone who knows better will jab magical good juice into my bod.
And I know that this suspicion might echo elements of Mum's problem, also that my own phobic responses may be influencing how I feel.
What I will do is have that shingles jab today. In a couple of weeks I'll be catching up with my Best Lady, a scientist specialising in flu vaccines who got corralled into Covid research when the pandemic first hit. I'll ask her for wise info and advice and take it from there.
Doubtless it's all well meant, just a bit bloody keen if you ask me.



